mobile

So this is a test run to see if my mobile blogger works..

Nothing to wear!

With my wardrobe I have to admit I have nothing to wear! I am going to tj maxx later to find something for hubby's bday party tomorrow... its depressing not to have something to wear!!!!

My best

I am doing my best to stay on top of all things, I am desperately trying to eat less! But I have not been able to work out... Although I have been out and about more lately... I know it helps but not nearly enough! a good friend of mine, who happens to be doing the business with me is also a personal trainer... she has been giving me a few tips here and there... I am going to try to start using them as soon ans I can, I want to be a hottie! I was talking with one of my best friends from HS last night and its true I have to feel better about my personal image. I feel that it affects everything I do in life. My relationships and my business to my health and well being.. A conscious effort is needed day in and out to make this work for me. I need all aspects of my life to flow in a positive direction through taking care of myself. I need to do more than one thing at a time and accomplish and excel at more than one thing at a time, also not to digress if I am no longer focusing on something but to make strides and progress daily!

Its been really long days

It has been really long days these past two weeks extremely busy and very unfocused... when it comes to my health and when it comes to my life! its starting to get to me... I feel distracted and unattached, I am almost at a point of disoriented... I think I feel over whelmed but when I look at what needs to be done there is nothing... yes my business/ a party this weekend and so many other things... yet I feel lost! I have momentum training in two weeks and am truly looking forward to it! I am hoping that I find out what I really want from life. From the intro class I realized the goals I have wanted my whole life don't fit me any more... not only that I need resilience and knowledge and determination to go after what I truly want out of life...

I feel like my life is on hold till than! I have so much to do... tasks that are easy and hard and I feel that none of them are being accomplished in any sort of way! oh well for right now I just have to focus on being... after that I will find where I am going and how to get there... At this present time i have started again to refocus my eating habits and counting my cal... I hope it makes an effort I am dyin with this extra weight I want to feel sexy and skinny... I feel horrible in my body currently and that is making me feel worse.. here is to new beginnings two weeks later!

Hyper!!!

OK so besides the fact that im super busy at work right now I AM SOOO HYPER!!!

I  do want to say that you ladies ROCK!!! your always here for me and sooo damn supportive! thank you!

I do have to say that weighin this morning was 149! thank god! so yesterday was a glitch, phew!!!! anyway I have to get back to work or get in trouble... opps!

I will blog tonight... if I dont have a crash! I am going out for a walk today and gonna love every second of it!!!

HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!!! (if I don't get on later)

XOXO

Im Back!!!!

Sorry everyone!

I was MIA for a good reason and now I am back. I put everything on hold for about a month to promote myself up to the next level of my business... I am excited to tell you that I have officially been promoted at the end of June and am a DISTRICT MANAGER with ARBONNE INTERNATION!!!! I am so excited I still feel like I am on air. I worked my butt off and I have gotten there! I am very proud of my determination and drive to be successful and I am pushing every day for bigger and better! I do have to say in the process I have slacked significantly in my weigh loss endeavors and have back tracked to 154. I am devastated by this and am starting anew since yesterday! I am recovering yet again from recent injuries to my shoulder but am determined since the heat wave has passed to start my walks again! I have been going once a week which is a far cry from my every day hour... but I am determined to keep pace with getting back on track and making progress again! Not only in my weight loss but in my further business and life! I am currently enrolled to participate in a momentum training the first week of Aug! I am excited beyond words for this I know what to expect from it but not yet knowing what I will get out of it. Although we had an intro class, and let me tell you when we did an exercise on goals I do want to say I think my goals for life have significantly changed in the past few years. I feel that I am hindering myself by my determination to maintain and keep goals that are no longer parallel to my life or wants out of life. 

On the flip side something I have said more than once and will say for the rest of my life is that... Writing is my muse is my inner peace and my true passion! Without being able to write daily, creatively or philosophically, I find that a piece of me is missing. I am going to do my best to keep to my blog to relieve stress in a positive and productive manor. I will be also using my organization blog to get back up and running on my life. I have had a good handle on getting things accomplished and staying organized under a mainstream sense but let me tell you I am back tracking... Falling behind... wasting time... and its unexceptionable!

I pledge to dedicate my time and efforts to getting back on track, through my blog, 

for weight loss/ time management and personal development!