Freaking out!

I have been denied for the food stamps cause we don't pay rent. So if and when we move... I will not be able to pay for anything till the food stamp application goes through which takes 5 weeks to 3 months! My other option to get it done quicker is to miss work and go to the food stamp office and wait 3 weeks, well missing work means less money! uhh, I don't know what else I can do. Yea right now we are ok cause we don't pay rent and I have a 6 month plan BUT!!!, I found an apartment for $700. Which happens to be a 2 bedroom apartment! and If we want to move out now I need the money for groceries!

I am beyond frustrated at this point! I guess the only thing to do is wait till I can find something in the next 6 months and just keep on saving my money... But shit the apartment I found was perfect! 2 bedrooms, came with furniture which means I wouldn't have to buy living room furniture, I wouldn't need a new microwave. And than we could just clear out the other furniture! 700 for rent around here for a two bedroom is half of what it usually is! I emailed a HUD apartment building that is in a decent area. I will wait to hear back to see what their prices are like. There is another one close to where hubby and I work, I tired calling them. I hope they are more affordable than what is in that area.

Anyway I will let you go now, I am going to just shoot my dreams out of the sky. Bury them in the grave yard and plant them flowers.... Maybe they will look down on me from heaven and think nice things of me...