Sunday, November 01, 2009

What a weekend

First off I have to start by saying I'm utterly disgusted with my eating habits this weekend! DISGUSTED! I did sooo bad you have no idea! I didn't eat heathy at all, had way too many sweets and didn't walk half as much as I wanted to or should have! I don't know what happen this weekend. It was a complete fail. I was going strong till Thursday the bad news completly threw me off. There was only one good thing today that happened... I havn't bf my daughter since this morning... so I will feed her before bedtime and THATS IT! Yah! so its been almost once a week that I don't feed her milk durring the day. Now we have to do 2-3 times a week no milk durring the day. Some days are rough but today wasn't too bad! ok anyway, I got to clean today but no rest for this momma! I am sooo damn tired right now. I think I am going to rest for a lil bit. I also think some of my writting I am going to post on here. I do want to tell you all though that the writtings I have are not very much like the person that you hear writting to you every day. I also want you to be aware that there is nothing wrong I'm not depressed and am not bi-polar or anything. I use many different things to inspire my writting mostly relationships and my cronic pain. so the more depressing it is the more it has to do with my cronic pain than anything.

Actually as tired as I am I think I am going to be productive and get work done. I have been in a mass scanning funk today. I will continue... Sorry no cool update... Just life passing me by.. till tomorrow!


  1. Chronic pain sucks. My husband had nerve damage for a while and he is just now getting better. The constant pain just wore him out emotionally and physically. Looking forward to your writing.

  2. Sorry to hear you have chronic pain. :S

    Hope you have healthier week this week! ♥



Measurments- sept 1, 2009

L arm: 12.5
R arm: 12.5
L thigh: 26
R thigh: 25.5
L calf: 15
R calf: 14.5
Bust: 34.5
Waist: 37
Thighs: 40.5