Being normal has a price!

So Saturday night I had the grace of god to be able to go out with my friends to the big NYC and have a night of so many laughs I still have a headache! Anyway.. with the cat out the mice do play. I got a txt message from hubby that he bought a new TV, at first I was skeptical but than I felt that he actually would. Anyway turns out he didn't buy the TV while I was out but he did buy the TV yesterday on Sunday... So we officially have a new 46" Sony Bravia in out living room... Did we need it NO, but this is what I get for going out. Hubby's friends say I should go out more often cause than he would have more stuff.. uhh yea, his broke ass already has everything humanly possible. And I was concerned about spending too much when  I went out that night... a night actually in the city cost me a car wash for 15bucks, gas 20bucks, bottle of jack for my friends b-day present 30bucks, dinner 36bucks, Oh! and you cant forget .....a new TV that will cost me 30 bucks for the next 36 months....

The face my hubby has had since he got the TV priceless... My face... devastated! Go figure!

Anyway, Since there is nothing I can do about that... I want to say that I had way too much fun on Saturday night to care! I got to spend time with some of my closest friends from highschool and my baby cuz! I haven't seen him in forever and we had the best time ever! Lets put it this way the bar/grill that we went to put us a group of 20 in the basement by ourselves away from the normal people! We got to be as loud and rowdy as we wanted to be! I couldn't drink myself but it didn't matter. The shenanigans that we pulled were more epic because we were sober! Apparently I got abused and raped that night from love taps and a hug! oh yea, it was a long night of way too many wrong comments!

So how did I fair, very well. I have to say that I enjoyed my night, and besides the TV purchase the next day was calm and relaxing... did I do laundry? no, did I work out? no, Did I even make dinner? NO! I did make lunch though.. but anyway. I had a pretty good food weekend, I am currently 145.5, so I am slowly going back down to where I should be.

I also have been having calm days, except for my daughter going crazy! yesterday we were at taget cause hubby broke the garbage can (seriously), so we got the baby her vday presents, and presents for her cuz's and let me tell you my daughter is a lil pisser! every god damn thing she saw she wanted! EVERYTHING, I have no idea why. but she is getting really bad with that. She has plenty of stuff! She doesn't play with her toys instead she trashes all of our DVDs and anything electronic. But whatever, she is for the most part still a very good little girl.

I have been working very hard on this positive thinking and calm aspect of life. I understand but in practice sometimes life just gets the best of you...sooo, practice makes perfect! I will keep at it. I have all year to instill good thinking and positive calm aspects of my life while still being productive. I want to live life not run through it. I am doing quite well I think for the first month. I hope everyone else is also having a productive month so far on their new years

And thank you everyone for your love and support!