Tuesday, January 19, 2010

On with my new year!

I actually feel quite energized today. I am getting back to my normal self. still no workout which is quite depressing on many levels but we will leave that alone for now.

Now I have talked often about my new years resolution to slow down and "smell the roses" so to speak. I am trying my hardest to take a step back and enjoy life. I have been doing good on some days and on other days I feel like I can't do anything but bee-line my way through the day till I fall asleep at night.

I actually almost spent some time at the library today, me and my daughter were looking through some books at the little baby table they have. I would have stayed much longer but she was getting super cranky. So we left. I am trying my hardest here to sit down and take my time...

I have started to read a new book called "Speed Trap", I have only started the intro but I feel its a great read and a much better investment to look forward to where I want to be. Already I can see what the author is trying to say. I have the same ideals as him, yet I do not use them. Maybe this book will help me focus on whats important and real instead of the unnecessary.

I am taking this little by little like I have said before, but it is half way through January already and I have no idea where the days went! I need to enjoy everyday I have and live it cause maybe there won't be a tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow won't be like today. Maybe, maybe, maybe. Well there are too many maybe's to worry. I want to just enjoy my days. I have a life of enjoyment and excitement in front of me!

I am taking it for what it is and going with it! Of course I am getting a little help but in life we all need help. And for me "Ms. I do everything on my own" that is a BIG deal!

Well off to go read and Enjoy life!

I hope you all have a wonderful day and take today as a special day to just be you. Don't let life consume you! Consume your life, Live your life and most of all love yourself for doing it!

1 comment:

  1. I really needed to hear that. As I look at my to do list for the day, I get overwhelmed. I need to really enjoy life more.



Measurments- sept 1, 2009

L arm: 12.5
R arm: 12.5
L thigh: 26
R thigh: 25.5
L calf: 15
R calf: 14.5
Bust: 34.5
Waist: 37
Thighs: 40.5