my scale is an asshole!

anyway, besides the fact that my scale is an asshole its Thursday and its not weigh-in day so I will ignore the asshole and continue on with my post(day I mean)!

So last night I went straight to bed! I had a bad headache all day! uhh, anyway its gone now and thats all that matter! So yesterday I didn't do anything and I know I went over my cal, I haven't listed them yet cause I'm a lil' scared. I decided to have a hamburger with bun, hot dog with bun. I had a piece of meatloaf for lunch and about 3/4 cup of potatoes... along with my breakfast which is roughly 275 cal, all I know the bun was 180 the other bun was 140, the hot dog was 170, and everything else I am scared to know about.. cc says that the meatloaf was 250(which I feel is wrong) and than a cup of potatoes... AND a hamburger! crap crap crap! oh well!

so anyway! back to my day, I did do something productive this morning! I did 100 jumping jacks and various other movement(pilates) exercises this morning! My butt hurts a lil! I have been trying very hard to be more active and WORKOUT! I think tonight after I finish all the work I need to do I will do the EA active! I think im ready! I really want to do it on hard too. hmm I also kind of want to walk on the treadmill, I will see how far I get.

Besides working out I have alot that I need to accomplish! Tonight I am going over EVERYTHING I need to get done. Goals, end results, bills, plans for the future, household projects... blablablabla... EVERYTHING. I want to know what has to be done through till the end of the year and where I should be come Jan 1. Not only do I want a rockn' body by that time but I want a rockn' life too! I want everything in order and perfect by the end of the year. I need to plan out my daughter b-day party, the holiday season, anything and everything! I want it all done and whatnot by the first of september. so essentially I am giving myself this weekend! I am going to plan out different things to do every week, and I will report every Tuesday not only my weight but how my tasks went. (i'll prob also be reporting daily but that's besides the point). I have alot in life that I want to accomplish and I need to get my act back on track! I feel much better confidence wise that I can fit into a size 8 and I still have much more to go till I feel comfortable where I am and I need to regain the harnesses on my life!

Now I also wrote down my measurements (post them later), I will take the pics this weekend! I am very excited for Tuesday! I am hoping that I can gain enough control to be 150 by Tuesday or at least back to 151! I will let you know, like I said I have that party so if I do maintenance that will have to do.