I just wanted to keep everyone in the loop. I did great for 2 days working out and what not but I do have to say that I was soar for a few days and than stress of a "loving and happy marrage" stepped in. You know those days when you want to kill you lovely hubby cause they are just that horrible of a person!
Well that started on thursday. I had such high hopes for my day. I was so excited about what I wanted to do and get done... well nothing happened the way it was supposed to. I do have to say though that things are better. Not 100% there is a lot of work that has to be done. I am not someone that looks for change in others. I accept them the way they are but seriously, hubby has to step up his game! AND SOON.
I can't keep on living like this. for the most part I want to move out and we have no savings, I also am someone who hates to repeat themselves. So I am a believer in do it cause its got to get done. Serioulsy why do I have to keep after him like a child? I shouldn't have to at all! but anyway. I just hope he makes progress and doesn't digress again. I can't stand when he does that. I told him on thursday:
"I am anoying the hell out of myself when I have to repeat myself, You know I don't want to listen to myself bitch again."
Now if those arn't the words of a pissed off woman than I dont know what is...
Well anyway after a full out blowout last night (saturday), and a rough night seeing how I can't sleep when im upset, today went well. We had a good day. I hope that things will get better. All I got to say is that I am making progress in my life and if he can't keep up with me he will be left in the dust.
ok well nighty night people!
I know it can be hard when you are changing and you don't feel as if the other person is doing their part. Maybe he is afraid of being left behind. My husband said as much once, If you can assure him you love him it might make him less foot draggy (is that a word). I hope things tick up for you soon.
ReplyDeletethanks hun, I do have to say though that he does know, we really are bff, we talk all the time and about everything, its just he never does anything I ever ask of him, and he is very lax in the working department, yet advanced in the spending dept. if you know what I mean.
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